The Intro.....

Hello. My name is Matthias Saunders and this is the beginning of what I hope will be a good release for me. I am here to communicate to someone on some sort of level what I feeling and experiencing. That may sound weird of just plain stupid, but it is true. Tonight I have made a choice. I have made a choice to voice the numerous pieces of information, opinions, facts, and emotions within me to be exposed for the betterment of self. (Mind you I did not say mankind......What bullshit!) Anyways, let us begin this journey together shall we.

Where do we start...........Well........I am a cinematographer/photographer, (no difference in my opinion) and a damn good one I might add. I am currently working on the biggest project I have ever been handed..............It is entitled...."The Comeback." Yes, this is my comeback. My comeback after a self imposed hiatus of close to five years. My comeback after shooting numerous films, and videos for some many people that my head hurts with the very notion of beginning to recount them for this blog. I feel the pain welling up on my right side of my skull as I slowly release my thoughts on to the keyboard. My god.....What the hell I am going to do! This sucks!!

But I need this. I need this so bad! I need to release some how! I mean damn! I have very little in the way of vices. And what vices I do have they are weak as hell! I am not a big drinker. You will never see any kind of alcohol in my home, unless it is for a social gathering or you just BYOB. I suck. I smoke weed, which is not a problem to get.....But after that trip to Amsterdam in 2001......I have yet to be impressed by any type of stateside herb. So here I am.....Stressed out, currently unfulfilled creatively, no girlfriend, no booty buddies, no pressing need for a drink or a blunt, and I quit smoking plain old cigarettes cold turkey about 3 months ago. What the fuck!!!!!